as I answered in the live session, firstly, in your quest for personal development, you can choose the areas that you have interest in. It will make it a lot more enjoyable and empowering.
Whenever I feel this way, I usually ask myself, can I change what I am focusing on? I am quite deliberate in my personal growth. I focus on what eventual outcomes I want for myself, I pick goals that inspire me, and hence the learning journey to get there becomes a lot more enjoyable once you perceive it as opportunities that will bring you closer to what you want.